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Friday, April 4, 2008

Pain

pain /peɪn/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[peyn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun ..> 1. physical suffering or distress, as due to injury, illness, etc. ..> ..> 2. a distressing sensation in a particular part of the body: a back pain. ..> ..> 3. mental or emotional suffering or torment: I am sorry my news causes you such pain. ..> ..> 4. pains, ..> a. laborious or careful efforts; assiduous care: Great pains have been taken to repair the engine perfectly. ..> ..> b. the suffering of childbirth. ..>..>


 There are certain things i just dont get. I am young and i understand that,but adults seem to think that the pain we go through at this age is insignificant and that we still have much more to learn. We do have to learn a lot, its part of the reason we are here on this earth. Pain, no matter how large or small it is, is still a huge deal and marks us and somtimes the wounds dont completely heal. To say that it is insignificant however, is a HUGE understatement. Pain is always very real to those whoever, go through it. NO MATTER the situation. Its true that we still have a lot to go through in our life, we are very young. Pain can leave bruises,cuts and scrapes, and in some cases sadly ashes in our hearts. We always think to ourselves we have had enough, and that there could hardly be anymore type of pain we can feel. That too, is a huge understatement. We also feel we have dug ourselves into a endless pit of misery, that we could hardly climb out of; but each time we seem to brush ourselves off and get back up. What is life but, trial and error? How else to we learn? But like all things..they eventually FADE... it never leaves us, leaving us half stitched. Once we are touched by pain we are never the same...We learn to forget, and learn to move on... Love burns... Either way good or bad.. the flames can lick our hearts, and make our hearts feel as though our chests can no longer contain them. And others... it smolders our heart turning it to ashes.... But it eventually FADES AWAY.............. ~*~*~* ~*~*~* As always the lyrics that inspired my words...so truthfully they arnt mine.. In this case two songs.... CELINE DION LYRICS:"Fade Away" I learned from the past Not everything lasts I understand that now Everything changed When you walked away But I'll survive somehow Though I have regrets I'll learn to forget And just keep moving on Cause when love is goneYou have to be strong Once touched by pain You're not the same But time can heal Your heart again So let the clouds That bring you down Just fade awayAway So I try to smile But after a while The memories come back But I won't give in Cause I know that then My heart will fade to black And this time I learned That love can burn There's no right or wrong I've got to be strong Once touched by pain You're not the same But time can heal Your heart again So let the clouds That bring you down Just fade away AwayI know that one day I'll find that feeling again But until I do I'll do fine by myself Once touched by pain You're not the same But time can healYour heart again So let the clouds That bring you down You know that Once touched by pain You're not the same But time can healYour heart again So let the cloudsThat bring you down So let the cloudsThat bring you down Just fade awayAway DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL LYRICS:"Saints And Sailors" This is where I say I've had enough and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now. A walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises and I don't believe that I'm getting any better, any better. [Chorus] Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring and I'm thinking awful things and I'm pretty sure that few would notice. And this apartmentis starving for an argument. Anything at all to break the silence. Wandering this houselike I've never wanted out and this is about as social as I get now. And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you' cause they would never do, I would never do, never. [Chorus] So don't be a liar, don't say that "everything's working" when everything's broken. And you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor and your eyes say the joke's on me. But I'm not laughing and you're not leaving and who do I think I am kidding When I'm the only one locked in this cell? [Chorus] So don't be a liar,don't say that "everything's working" when everything's broken. And you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor and your eyes say the joke's on me.

1 comments:

Christine said...

Aubrey!!!! That was amazing! I always felt that my pain was insignificant compared to the horrors others go through, but I've had to deal with sorrow as well. Thanks for being such a loving best friend!
Love Christine