This perfect image that i had come so accustomed to is threatening to ripe my life apart and knock it off its henges. Desperation, longing, and dispair taking its place. Distance tearring my heart to pieces. The beautiful thing my heart once wasnow shrivels and whithers in your delicate hands. Tears begin to fall as both of us reach across the heavens to get safely home. Arms outstretched remembering what once was, leaving a gapeing hole where I used to be. My haven it used to be but so far the distance ... I become alonse and cold. No longer safe with the warmth of your tender embrace. I sit alone now tears streaming down my face abandoned by myself, left with only memories to tourment me. Desperate deep longing to see your face and feel your embrace once again. My heart aches to be close to you again. Weak and tired of being strong i have nothing to lean on with you gone falling with no end in sight. The sun shines warm in my world with you around, lifting me to heights never reached before. Seeing that last beam of hope i run towards it. Praying and hopeing for relief. But i continue with your wonderful face ... so vivid in my mind, my last hope.